Sebas(:

please...

2009-05-10T22:11:00.000-07:00

i thought he culd mak u happi...so i gave up...bt no..still i couldnt 4get u at all..every single things u say & do is right in my mind..stop making me worried...

even though u kept saying ure fine..ure alright & still smile at me..i know it is nt frm ur heart ure not happy at all...plz..dun kip everything to urself...i wil be here k..?

dnt do silly things..imagine juz now if i didn't stop u..u will definitely fall sick..u noe ur health isn't very good...dnt make me worry plz...

stayhappyk...i alwaes will b here

why so silly..

2009-04-24T22:01:00.000-07:00

i really dk wat happen 2 u tis days...im realli v worried girl...stop doing all these to urself please...u can always talk 2 him slowly & solve everything k...dnt have to do this to urself...it really hurts to c u like this..haiz..dnt have the mood to blog anymore...

please...wake up soon..nth will happen 2 u...

miserable...

2009-04-21T04:13:00.000-07:00

it's really terrible to c u lyk tis...u r nt lyk tat in the past...wat happen..?whre is the cheerful u which i alwaes know in the past..?y r u faking up a smile and hurting urself..?

i noe deep down, ure nt happy at all..u feel bad,u feel hurt,i noe dem..it's nt lyk its the first day i noe u...i saw the slits,yet u told me nth happen and u are very happy..i really dun noe what happen..u r making me so worried..haiz..

u r sick..yet i heard u dun wish to take ur med..wat happen??wat cause the drastic change in u...i really hope to see ur smiles again...haiz..

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2009-04-10T22:01:00.000-07:00

busy with schoolwork..time to post..:)

once again...it happens...i dnt know y..am i not good enuf for you...?sighs...it really aches my heart..to see you with some1 else..but just know that i'll always be here for u...anything happens u can alwaes tell me ok??..dun get too sad and think too much...:)tc of urself too..no matter wat i'll alwaes be here loving u...

lov you...

2009-03-24T06:21:00.000-07:00

hi!!!long time neva post becuz was really buzy...hahahaha...didn't hav much time spend with her too:(...sort of neglected her and sometimes did nt reply her sms and accompany her chat when she nid someone there for her.sorry!!!!): but i still lov u always k..:)monday nite she called me at night...though was still sleeping of cuz i must answer:), she told me she couldn't sleep due to some noise so yeah...accompanied her and she slept at my room,my bed and i slept on the floor...quite happy that can make her sleep or she gonna be panda in school...hehe..

girl..cheer up k..no matter wat ur decision is..no matter wat happens...no matter how busy I am my heart will always be with you...it's forever that I'll be loving you and I mean it.:)You really mean a lot to me...Woaini..

and yeah...bought new phone...samsung f480:)

:)

2009-02-12T02:11:00.001-08:00

hihi...long time nver post cos was busy...onli nt busy for her ^^ went to supreme court there waited for her sometimes aft her school...and ya..morning waited for her too..:) going out soon w jas for dinner and tmr to get valentine day presents^^.kk...im v hungry..bye..

i noe how u feel,i wnt force u yet,wait till you consider and think carefully alright..i dnt want u to accept so easily too..no matter what happens,i wil alwaes be here for u...i wil alwaes love u...lik how i have loved for 3years...nth will mak me stop loving u...loving u is a everyday and a must:)

please...

2009-02-07T22:48:00.001-08:00

dnt get me worrying for u...i know u r very hurt and sad,but dnt do it to the extend tat u dont even eat and ignore all of us...i noe how u feel alright...if he reali dnt hav any feelings for u and the person he likes is her,u cant do anything also rite?dnt be so sad and just keep quiet and tell me there is nth wrong with u...i noe u feel very sad and hurt...im sorry i cant help u much...please...stop being like this...u r sick,i dnt want anything to happen to u...eat ur medicine...tcre of urself...eat ur meals...dnt be like that...haiz.

u never smile anymore...u are nt being yourself anymore..WHY!!!!!!!!

girl,i love u...

2009-02-06T23:43:00.000-08:00

hello...kk...i'm back from camp long time ago but dnt hav the time to blog as i stay by * side from yesterday till now...blogging frm my laptop in mac now(i feel cheap,hahaz)&have to lend jas my laptop so she can blog:)cooked porridge for *(first time)and luckily it taste out nice:)...kk...shall go and eat as i am super hungry...i want to hack in jas account and link myself:P

i'm willing to do anything juz to be with u and make u happy...because u r my everything...i love u girl..

first post..

2009-01-30T21:47:00.001-08:00

Finally done with my blog .. I did it all by myself even if it took me a very long time .. Hahaz..She helped me with my cbox (: Thank you .. Going out soon with max and sherry ... Wanted to ask her along,but i think she's rather sad now ... hope she will get better soon bahz (: Blog again soon...bye..

I don't know what happened to you,I know you don't wish to let him know about your incident...But sooner or later,he will find out and know it's his mistake not to believe you ...You only did not want him to worry so much...I know how terrible you are feeling inside..But no matter what..I will always be here for you...three years and more right?..(: